23 months

I KNEW it was coming. I knew it. Once again I am alone in silence. Who can I talk to that won't feel sorry for me? How do I open my heart to trust anyone? So, here I am, alone with my thoughts and my once again broken heart. This is not the life that I wanted, or pictured, or deserve. I can not fix Leo, I can only fix me, but it is unfortunate that pornography has to effect my family and the health of our relationships so deeply. I am trying to get out of the circle. I am tired of going round and round and round. I need a way out. Jesus Christ can heal me, if I will only let him. Please, please pray for me and my family.