Sunday, January 16, 2011
23 months
I KNEW it was coming. I knew it. Once again I am alone in silence. Who can I talk to that won't feel sorry for me? How do I open my heart to trust anyone? So, here I am, alone with my thoughts and my once again broken heart. This is not the life that I wanted, or pictured, or deserve. I can not fix Leo, I can only fix me, but it is unfortunate that pornography has to effect my family and the health of our relationships so deeply. I am trying to get out of the circle. I am tired of going round and round and round. I need a way out. Jesus Christ can heal me, if I will only let him. Please, please pray for me and my family.
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I just found out that my hubby has been lying to me for 6 months. He looked at porn at work and then blatantly told me he didn't. Over and over. I feel broken. How will I ever trust him again? Anyways, long story (as you know) and I don't know that it will ever end. Thanks for your blog!
You aren't alone...I am sorry for you pain and hope you can find peace.
I have thought about you often and prayed for you the past couple of days.
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